Monday, April 23, 2012

again and again

Tears flow.  Again.  And again...
I've been changed.  I am better...
because of him.
Because he loved me.
And I loved him.
Deeply.
I am empty.  Yet somehow full.... of him... still.... 
I remember. 
 I cry.  I long.  I'm a complex mess... yet my heart is full of love
... and some kind of strange understanding...  or wisdom... 
still to be figured out...  but mostly.... I miss... and long 
for him
Again and again.
Always.
Forever.


8 comments:

  1. I can understand that you cry, I hope it helps, thinking of you!

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  2. Thinking of you often...sending love. Yours was a love that was amazing.
    Hugs~

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  3. I think about you every day and am praying for some comfort for you. I hope it helps in a small way to know that.

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  4. Lord, give Kathi comfort right now. I pray that your presence would be undeniable in her pain right this minute. Be big. Amen.

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  5. The depth of your love and grief are put so beautifully in this poem, Kathi. (((hugs)))

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  6. This is beautiful, Kathi.

    ~Tiffany
    http://tiffanyd22.blogspot.com

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